..to be the highest

I saw your eyes
Full of hatred
Like that person whose just faced defeat
I saw it in you
That lust for power
When I did disobey
To worship you
I thought you were in love
And love diminishes classes
But now I kow that
I was wrong
I did wrong when I fell in love with you
I did wrong when I believed you loved me too
For a person like you
Can only demand worship
For a person whose in awe with himself
Is incapable of loving back
You chose me
Because it was difficult to have me
And then once you did
I was expected to worship you
I wonder what delight
Does it give a man
To make another cry
I wonder what satisfaction
Does a man achieve
By playing with one’s soul
I thought of the past
And wished to make you human
But now I realize
That I was asking for the impossible
And now I know
That I fell in love
With the most distorted form of humans-
A beast without a conscience or a heart