My Last Rite

I can see the smoke rise as I see it catching fire. Last of our rites. Both of us together burn it. I tried to bring it back to life. But half of it which u possessed had already died. And the other half cant survive on its own. I had to accept that our relationship is over. As I burn it on the stake I see your eyes full of accusations, full of complaints and selfishness.
But behind this false mask you know the reality. I don’t know when you’ll see it but when you do you’ll regret. How much will you return from the reality? In my heart I still love you but after that day I know that I was cheated, lied to and betrayed. My emotions were brutally murdered, my sacrifices very casually overlooked. And now I know that ill never love you as much.

..to be the highest

I saw your eyes
Full of hatred
Like that person whose just faced defeat
I saw it in you
That lust for power
When I did disobey
To worship you
I thought you were in love
And love diminishes classes
But now I kow that
I was wrong
I did wrong when I fell in love with you
I did wrong when I believed you loved me too
For a person like you
Can only demand worship
For a person whose in awe with himself
Is incapable of loving back
You chose me
Because it was difficult to have me
And then once you did
I was expected to worship you
I wonder what delight
Does it give a man
To make another cry
I wonder what satisfaction
Does a man achieve
By playing with one’s soul
I thought of the past
And wished to make you human
But now I realize
That I was asking for the impossible
And now I know
That I fell in love
With the most distorted form of humans-
A beast without a conscience or a heart