Confusion to Peace not yet found.

"Time flies by. what is left of it is the sweet laughter which rings through my ears. the pain,the love which still remains with the passion you killed.Sometimes i wonder,where is it that it ended,for what?

Wasn't love that what u wanted?There is a strange emptiness. After living with you. Maybe i dont want you back.Maybe i never will. But that which was in me comes forth as anger,punishment and hatred. "she finished as the ink blotted on the paper. As she sat below the blue sky she noticed it slowly stealing the hues of orange and red from that which we call the Sun.A dove flew by slowly but steadily. Peace she thought, but where was it on her mind?

distinction-less

there is a silent emptiness.a placidity. or is it peace restored after months of storm?
iam far away from my place but yet it seems so near.
the memories haunt,the house it calls.
yet im here for the better future.
a happy period-that of learning.
tears could not move that whom i called my beloved.
to whom i could give up my life for.
sometimes i question the god,oh,what is that which i have done?
illusion-why is it i who falls for it time and again?
pain-was it none but me whom you gave this unto?
im starting over a new beginning
the rise of dawn which will hopefully kill the dark past.
confusion-yet it ranges above.
but its just a phase they say.
so im content.